K is for... well, there's no more words for healthy...

So, as most of you know, I HATE my shape, and wish I could lose weight, get rid of my scars, and all that stuff. So I was looking it up on youtube, and I decided to try and help my skin first. What I found was a honey treatment, a lemon-juice (for scars) treatment, neosporin(WHAT?), and aloe vera. So I will get back and report what I think of each one, I will start with the honey :) Hopefully this stuff helps.

No idea what letter I'm on

So I'm trying to write this personal narrative for english, and I am struggling to come up with positive topics. In fact- I don't HAVE any positive topics. When you realize that your life can be summed up by a frowny face, :( it's pretty depressing. I guess I'm just seeing the glass half empty today. I'm also really tired.

I forgot what my last letter was

Anywho... been a busy couple of weeks. Except it wasn't, because I didn't do school work for 3 weeks, and now I am grounded until the end of the school year. I finally got the guts to tell my mom about my depression, and she acted like I didn't speak. Not my MeMaw is trying to guilt me into going to bed. It's not like I can fall asleep anyway, what's the point? My life sucks a** right now, and I want to make it better. Therefore, I am implementing a "Get Fit Soon" (like "get well soon" get it? Lol) plan. I will exercise 90 minutes a day. Do a 45 minute work-out in the morning, to work on making my stomach look like the girls in the movies, or my arms, or whatever I feel needs improving. And I will start eating better. I have gained 10 pounds since I started home school, and I wanted to be 5 pounds lighter to begin with! So, I want to lose 15 pounds. I joined this new website, called Spark Teen, and it records all work out time, and food eating, and tells me all kinds of stuff, like how many calories I should eat in a day, and how much I have eaten. It also helps me keep track of exercise. It's pretty cool. I will keep you updated, I just got sidetracked by something that happened. Oh, and I am starting a new blog for myself, that contains my workouts, and eating plans. And how I feel over time.

H is for Harass

I am so done. I kinda want to just move away, and be by myself. Free to do whatever I want, when I want. Bad several weeks, and I want to go into a coma and come out in the new system. I am just so tired... and I see weak sides of people I don't want to. Let me have delusions about a perfect world why don't you?

G is for Giving out

What does it take to get some alone time? Huh???? Leave me alone! I am about to flip out. I just want to go to sleep, and dance in the rain. Read a book with a dog, while it's raining on an apartment in Wash. State that's 30 levels up and all modern and stuff... with an awesome boyfriend and no problems. How's that for a dream?

F is for flustered

I wish that I wasn't so easily fooled. I thought that she was my best friend, that she, you know, actually was gonna be my friend. Didn't I learn my lesson? I  mean, seriously? She switches friends every six seconds. Crushes too. No offense to her, and it's not her fault, but she's not exactly conducive to any kind of long-term relationship. God, it pisses me off. She called Gabe a d****bag, and she has no idea what the heck she's talking about. "He's this, and he's that..." Seriously? You're just pissed he caught you being a bad little girl (heavy on the sarcasm) Done with your bull crap.

E is for Extreme

My day was to say the least, extreme. My grandmother died. Then I got a blue orchid. Freaking awesome! Then I went to Lyss's house, and now Lexi's. I got like, 5 hours of sleep last night, it has made me loopy. I have no idea what I am doing now. I don't mean to sound cold, but I hope I get my own room back. I will need it in upcoming months.